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What Does It Mean to Live in a Grotesquerie?
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I've been painting shadows on the wall with the light of the time that I've been burning to get my life in order. Always moving. Always on the verge of breaking. Sometimes I need the silence and the stillness of an empty place. Sometimes, I don't have what it takes to be near another. I need space to not think. I don't mean to make you feel like I don't care about the precious moments when our time intersects. I'm just nervous for the future. Exhausted by the present. Hands are shaking and always on the verge of beating myself into the ground where I can get some sleep. I'm so desperate for sleep. Dark days, I need to be alone. I have nothing to offer but disjointed spaces. I have nothing to offer but these withered limbs. My heart still beats even when I'm motionless. I'm so sorry I've been distant from your side. From your life. From your love. I don't want to be like this anymore.
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Sayaka
04:21
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Keep a close watch on his face. Search for any sign of life. What pretty poetry all the nihilists would write if they could look in his eyes. Have you ever known a man to hold an abyss in his hands? I wish you could hear his voice. You would know that he’s not far. Would you still be there when he pushes you away? I think that you will be. You never had the strength to walk away. Weeping like a mute stone. Singing like a stuffed bird. Lying like a snake in the garden, and hiding like a savior. I need someone to believe in. I need someone to deceive. I need someone to believe in. I need someone to betray. If I cannot feel then I cannot be loved. I will march throughout all of your lashings. You can't hurt a person if their body is empty. I'm a porcelain doll; I am fragile but lifeless. If I cannot feel then I cannot be loved, and if I cannot feel then I cannot be stopped. I won't feel anything anymore.
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A Crouching Tiger Waits for Prey That Never Comes
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Plague Father; Vermin Son
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You Dreamt of Me. I Dreamt of a Mountain of Salt
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The Vessel Bears My Face
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The Lost Ballad of Dominic Anneghi
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Modern Grotesque
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Sisyphean Happiness
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