DREAMELL - IN MY SADDEST DREAMS, I AM BESIDE YOU (ELECTRIC BLUE W/ BLACK SMOKE)
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Record/Vinyl + Digital Album
Includes unlimited streaming of In My Saddest Dreams, I Am Beside You
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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lyrics
Lately, I’ve been wishing I could meet you again. Small cracks in my memories. Drain the life from these holes in my head. No eyes in my memories. The devil that I know is a shimmer pinned to my wall. I witnessed a murder in the snow and I saw steam rise from a still-weeping wound. Blood stained hands that looked like mine. I place a finger in my mouth and find it with my teeth, and I try to remember who and where I am, but everything I think or see or speak reminds me of something that I’ve killed. I see my face in the reflection of the blade and I whimper. I wish that I couldn’t see you under all this white. I wish I could undo this. I think the wrong one died. A photo of you falls from the wall and shakes me from this dream. Have you ever seen a memory die? No. That’s not right. It’s not dead. It just grew teeth. I slice a finger trying to pick up its remains. Have you ever seen a memory draw blood? I’m still plagued by this vision. Even when I wake, I still see the coward who drinks from rusted cups and spits out all that’s sweet. Pathetic creature would rather run than learn to lick his wounds. I pray that the frost gives way to hungry soil and he becomes its feed. When all these frozen moments thaw, will I learn how to swim?